Miffed

I feel so odd. First time of sleeping all day long and by doing so I thought the day was Wednesday. Fully thinking I had another day of preparation to re read my congregation study. Oh I am so messed up today.

I missed my meeting. Just chiding myself and woke up again to realize I have completely overslept.

All I know now is that I must have really felt bad to sleep all day and wake up various times to drink water and gatorade then to go back to sleep. I really do not like that I missed the meeting.

Now I just have to prepare for Sunday. Praying that whatever is making me sleep so much, leaves my soul. This is my hope.

Hot and cold all day long. No temperatures. Just resting and keeping hydrated. So here I sit chiding myself and finally fully awake. Why? Why did I skip over food from Jehovah for sleep?

Alas I cannot rewind the day so I must carry forward. Still berating myself for a little time more. Not a negative thing,just jotting down better goals to keep myself looking for Jehovah.

I only hope Jehovah understands. And yet as I write this, I know he does. Just in my instance I feel foolish and silly.  Yet clearly I sleep was important to fight off anything in process.

Still just miffed. And now my eyes are sleepy once more. Good night.