Look inside

I just finished watching one of my favorite books, Pride and Prejudice.I have seen all versions of it and in many languages but the recent ones of Bride and Prejudice (Bollywood form) and the Keira Knightley version just has my mind rolling over the period. The costumes, the simplicity and yest the romance at a certain level.

Perhaps this realist is also a romantic. Clearly since the other movies I enjoy are romantic. Such as the Lake House, Marigold, A secret garden, Umrao Jaan Maybe he just isn't into you  and Letters to Juliet. Just a few I seem to always look into. The ones that can pull many deep emotions within me and calm me.

Yes I cry from them but it is a happy cry. No sadness is experienced but that of a deep understanding, a connection of what experience and truth is given. I have, in similarities, experienced the life moments myself. Not so dramatically displayed but I have dealt with the familiar lines and cards within my life. And as I find the relationship between my life and the storyline, I am vulnerable to the core of my spirit.

Exposed, so to speak, to those who can explore or destroy. And even as the way the information is given, I am not afraid of whatever someone does with the knowledge. I just do understand that some may assume that my imperfections are a weakness. Yet all in all I display my flecks of courage.

Of course being considered a romantic takes on the dreamy state of mind. Even have been called unrealistic and yet I am far from that. Alas the gift I give to you, my exposure, I hope you use wisely. Hoping that a positive action is put into motion instead of a possible negativity.

So pardon my weepy, feminine emotions of being drawn to the sappy romantic period pieces. Yet when you look into them, read the storyline. For there is where you will find me.

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