an exhale
As I look over the last year there have been some major changes. Some were heart breaking and others were world rejoiced. In these times, good and bad, I have learned much of satisfaction over where I went and who I became.
Much, now, is turning. I am moving towards a different level of joy. Finding the calm even deeper inside of me. Building patience and wisdom in how to apply the new that I obtain. In doing so I achieve many goals.
Though the first step, today, is to not look behind me. Not be scared of what my past was. As much as I have washed away, I have much more to desensitize myself from. That takes time and patience. Plus many bits of prayer.
This is a stage of life where I have accepted much of what was there, really was an illusion. Much of me is gone and yet there is a rebuilding of my spirit. Now that is a wonderful adventure, awaiting.
I don't know about anyone else but I find maintaining my standards and possibly lowering some expectations to advance these great opportunities just sitting inside the doorway.
No need to see the darkness when there is light that gives shade and highlights. Each person is different. This is what is happening for me. Whereas others set a select few goals, I only have the hope of reading the bible and learning more about American sign.
I have no other expectations. So all else that comes will be welcomed and loved. Good or bad. Life is what you make of it. Your choices. So choose wisely and do not blame others for the choices you made.
I don't blame others. I take full responsibility for what I did, what my choices were. And with that I bound into this day, the new hope and exhale.
How about you?
Much, now, is turning. I am moving towards a different level of joy. Finding the calm even deeper inside of me. Building patience and wisdom in how to apply the new that I obtain. In doing so I achieve many goals.
Though the first step, today, is to not look behind me. Not be scared of what my past was. As much as I have washed away, I have much more to desensitize myself from. That takes time and patience. Plus many bits of prayer.
This is a stage of life where I have accepted much of what was there, really was an illusion. Much of me is gone and yet there is a rebuilding of my spirit. Now that is a wonderful adventure, awaiting.
I don't know about anyone else but I find maintaining my standards and possibly lowering some expectations to advance these great opportunities just sitting inside the doorway.
No need to see the darkness when there is light that gives shade and highlights. Each person is different. This is what is happening for me. Whereas others set a select few goals, I only have the hope of reading the bible and learning more about American sign.
I have no other expectations. So all else that comes will be welcomed and loved. Good or bad. Life is what you make of it. Your choices. So choose wisely and do not blame others for the choices you made.
I don't blame others. I take full responsibility for what I did, what my choices were. And with that I bound into this day, the new hope and exhale.
How about you?
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