Understated murmurs

     Oh Jehovah help me see the cattiness of some
are just a part of who they are. This world can be
weights of cement for some and others just wind.

      Oh how I pray that you make it wind for me
tonight. To help this daughter of yours comprehend
those who need to express their oddity of others
in one off wall discussion.

     Oh one reason why I stayed silent in more than
one instance. Why was I not defending those who
were not there? Why did I not just put a stop to
the whole senseless conversation?

     Alas there must be an answer somewhere, that
I just don't see. Hmm. The sighs that roll away from
my lungs. Exhaling the exasperation of "grr" out of
my system, the anger and disappointment of one
into your ears, Jehovah.

     Ah just the mind with kindness of others. Oh how
glorious it is to seek positive. Ah sitting here
absorbing in music to eliminate the negativity of
one person's gossip upon those who were not
present.

    Oh Jehovah please alter my tears from falling. I
do not want to dispense any water from cornflower
blue eyes. Shh. The heart must stop pounding so
hard.

     Oh Jehovah please wipe away the slander of
idiocy. Oh please empty the mind of the images
placed there. The being silent while foolishly listening
to one who knew better. Why Jehovah was I still
being alert in all that was said?

    Ah yes the lessons of imperfections that some
just have yet to control even after years of dedication.
We are not perfect. Far from being so. Now I
understand the tears, the frustrations. The necessity
of understanding truth, righteousness and love.

     Thank you Jehovah. I know I cannot judge any one
person. So I continue to pray for even those who
hate me and others I love, only because that is the
right thing to do.

    So here I am being relaxed to music and creating
something new.

    Dear friend I have learned my lesson today. What
was your lesson you absorbed?