Emotional tremors

    Pressed by emotions of insecurities for the
motions of silliness I attempted. How odd that the
knowledge of efforts were noted yet here, even
now, I chide myself.

    Hmm. How do I walk away with lobster red cheeks?
Oh Jehovah hold me strong, hear me. Please
know oh Jehovah that I did understand my sidesteps.

    How saw the curiosity of wild eyes. Certain I feel
like a complete idiot, almost as though I am pressed
to the curb of a dirty road. Still yes I chide myself now
Oh Jehovah. How is it I feel such for just one
emotion?

    Oh the emotions shake my very foundation. From
those looking inside much comedy soaks into the
air. Still I find ways to complicate myself instead of
just seeing, acknowledging the error. My current,
constantly pending trademark of "jumping to
conclusions". Ah silly I see.

   Ah alas I finally do see it. Looking back I see much
laughter in my own insensitivity towards myself
and the actions I took. So much comedy in the
senses of sarcasm and dryness that I now finally
get the joke I made of myself.

   Still the quake and tremors that follow in such
an aftermath can me damaging. Grateful, though,
that I know to turn to Jehovah for, at moments
such as these.

    Ah much is released and eased afterwards. A
sigh of relief to press forward in positive motions,
zeal. No need to halt that has been true positive
progress for one slight error.

   Much, I know, is appreciated for my efforts I placed
before a crowd. A small smirk to crack the tension.
One more day. One more joyful bounce placed inside
my spirit.

  Emptied is the disappointment of myself. Long
was my talk with my Father, Jehovah and many
parts of my tired soul relaxed. Entering the
depths of calm. A rested peace until alertness draws
open my mind and embraces my spirit.

  Such encouragement Jehovah brings. The answers
I needed. Hmm. Here now I am comforted by
the downfall of echoing rain.

   I smile. A hope is opened once again. My spirit
energized. Yes Jehovah knew exactly what I needed.
Love, patience, kindness and calm.

   Thank you my Father, Jehovah, God.