Settled and fading but there is hope

   Set down and wandering. The mind falls apart. Oh
Jehovah help me place more spiritual food in my
path for today I just want to curl up and fade away.

   The stories of Esther and Job are not even
encouraging, motivating me. Ah the sighs are long
and exhausting.

  Why Jehovah am I feeling so meloncholy? Ah
the shy me just empties here. All in hopes I gain a
surprise of simple joy to open the smiles once more.

  One by one I paint my fingers a bright sunshine
yellow. Alas tiny tickles creep the corners of my
mouth into a smirk.

  A hopeful moment where even some sorrow
echoes. It is funny though, I am not mourning any
one person or thing just the mundane droll of the
eyes are pulling.

  Dearest friend do you have a Scripture that can
bring a silent laughter back to this paled soul? How
about a joke?

   The silence of thousands sorrys sit, heavy, upon
my shoulders. Perhaps if I give all towards Jehovah
the lightness will unfold.

   One more time a sigh falls from rosy lips. Echoing
the low breath. 2 Corinthians 4:16-18 (NWT) will
vibrate me back to the bounce, the quirky me in
no time. Jehovah will pull me. I will gain the balance
once more.

  Oh how a prayer can bring such peace. Thank you
Jehovah. Thank you dear friend. Shh. Listen as
I meditate over the answers. Ah indeed Jehovah hears
us even at our lowest moments.

  Standing. Preparing. Secular work and joy is to
follow. Ah. Indeed the sun does bring a higher step
for me today.

   Onto the readings I needed. So much hope is
drawn and a simple joy radiates throughout my spirit.

  All I needed was my voice, a prayer to my Father,
Jehovah and hope. Wow!

  So dear friend here I am in my brightest yellow
with sudden, simple quirky smiles just as you have
known me for. So just enjoy your day and I hope to
hear a few quick jokes to bring bigger smiles of
joy throughout my spirit and soul.