What a convention can do
When you find this truth and courage from a long weekend of talks you can't help but see that some people just don't fit into the equation anymore. Where you thought once they were important. Even to the aspect of pausing what your goals were.
See that is the cruelty in how people are. Not once noticing the hardcore effort pressed against them. They only recognize the comfort they knew. Sadly to be real to yourself the standing or walking into the most uncomfortable situation has the best result.
As you find yourself leaning into what is missing, you find yourself hoping that opportunity still has a lingering ripple. Yet what you missed are the finest of details. Who am I to help anyone see?
I am not God. Jehovah is the only one who has the power to open eyes and hearts. My only objective is to send hope and many prayers. And as I grow I can send love. Although right now I don't think I am capable of that.
Jehovah knows me better than any human on earth, even more than I know myself. So I am only leaning upon him for the way to live. I cannot help someone if I am drowning.
So I sit here contemplating all that has happened over the weekend. So much food to further my spiritual growth and so many goals I have put into prayer about. Leaning into my trust of Jehovah I can only be taught patience. Perhaps even one day the answers will be held before me.
And with the tactful instruction I did remove anything that would halt me sitting at Jehovah's table. Now the objective is to set realistic goals. I have expanded goals, years ahead. Yet the tiniest detail is what I must refine.
A slow process but I am moving forward. In time I hope, I pray for the goodness. Until then I just keep searching to draw myself closer to Jehovah. That is an attainable goal.
How about you?
See that is the cruelty in how people are. Not once noticing the hardcore effort pressed against them. They only recognize the comfort they knew. Sadly to be real to yourself the standing or walking into the most uncomfortable situation has the best result.
As you find yourself leaning into what is missing, you find yourself hoping that opportunity still has a lingering ripple. Yet what you missed are the finest of details. Who am I to help anyone see?
I am not God. Jehovah is the only one who has the power to open eyes and hearts. My only objective is to send hope and many prayers. And as I grow I can send love. Although right now I don't think I am capable of that.
Jehovah knows me better than any human on earth, even more than I know myself. So I am only leaning upon him for the way to live. I cannot help someone if I am drowning.
So I sit here contemplating all that has happened over the weekend. So much food to further my spiritual growth and so many goals I have put into prayer about. Leaning into my trust of Jehovah I can only be taught patience. Perhaps even one day the answers will be held before me.
And with the tactful instruction I did remove anything that would halt me sitting at Jehovah's table. Now the objective is to set realistic goals. I have expanded goals, years ahead. Yet the tiniest detail is what I must refine.
A slow process but I am moving forward. In time I hope, I pray for the goodness. Until then I just keep searching to draw myself closer to Jehovah. That is an attainable goal.
How about you?
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