A post of good byes
I went through emotions trying to figure out how to let go of all that was weighing on me. After saying a prayer I just walked away. Saddened by the fact that the actions of people just speak volumes.
Then to have someone talk trash about someone and when you are trying to tell them to leave or get out of the situation they come back and berate you for even trying to say that the "trashed" person is negative.
Why would you bother to trash talk them only to turn around and defend them? Truth be told you are conflicted with the feelings you have for that person. And as much as I try to help I have to release myself of any obligation.
When you stand there and make excuses I realize I am not a priority. I am a convenience. Frankly, no thank you. You chose. Now go lay in your bed. Reap what you sow but leave me out of it.
It's interesting how you tell me to leave off when all I can do is just laugh and say thank you. Thank you for letting me go. And as much as it hurts I am not all that disappointed.
You showed your true self without saying a word.
How does that make you feel? In truth I hope that the hypocrite in you changes. I really pray that you get that rock bottom you always speak of having. Then when you find that you have hit the rock so hard who is with you?
See it isn't in me to be angry. Not even is there tears. All I have is this grand sympathy for your bed rock you haven't found yet. This grand foundation you need to get back up.
See for me, I have hit rock bottom. I have made the changes. And when I recognized your traits or the characteristics you displayed I realized that we are not on the same wavelength.
And at this moment I can't afford to have someone who choses negativity or comfort over changes and progress. If you want to make the corrections you would have.
Yet you aren't at that level yet. So find what it is you really need. Probably is exactly something I am not. And I am not offended. I am just grateful I saw the truth before I dug too deep to help.
Jehovah gave me answers and I intend to obey his instructions.
They only thing is that upsets me a little is the audacity to think you could fool me. Even more is that you were ashamed of me. Well you got what you wanted. Keep up the works. Whatever they are.
And one day when in Paradise, I will hug you. Until then try to live life as you claim to and find your reason why Jehovah is above all things and people for just you.
I know I did. And here I am walking away. Letting you go. For that is what makes me joyful and calm. Not questioning my spiritual goals.
Then to have someone talk trash about someone and when you are trying to tell them to leave or get out of the situation they come back and berate you for even trying to say that the "trashed" person is negative.
Why would you bother to trash talk them only to turn around and defend them? Truth be told you are conflicted with the feelings you have for that person. And as much as I try to help I have to release myself of any obligation.
When you stand there and make excuses I realize I am not a priority. I am a convenience. Frankly, no thank you. You chose. Now go lay in your bed. Reap what you sow but leave me out of it.
It's interesting how you tell me to leave off when all I can do is just laugh and say thank you. Thank you for letting me go. And as much as it hurts I am not all that disappointed.
You showed your true self without saying a word.
How does that make you feel? In truth I hope that the hypocrite in you changes. I really pray that you get that rock bottom you always speak of having. Then when you find that you have hit the rock so hard who is with you?
See it isn't in me to be angry. Not even is there tears. All I have is this grand sympathy for your bed rock you haven't found yet. This grand foundation you need to get back up.
See for me, I have hit rock bottom. I have made the changes. And when I recognized your traits or the characteristics you displayed I realized that we are not on the same wavelength.
And at this moment I can't afford to have someone who choses negativity or comfort over changes and progress. If you want to make the corrections you would have.
Yet you aren't at that level yet. So find what it is you really need. Probably is exactly something I am not. And I am not offended. I am just grateful I saw the truth before I dug too deep to help.
Jehovah gave me answers and I intend to obey his instructions.
They only thing is that upsets me a little is the audacity to think you could fool me. Even more is that you were ashamed of me. Well you got what you wanted. Keep up the works. Whatever they are.
And one day when in Paradise, I will hug you. Until then try to live life as you claim to and find your reason why Jehovah is above all things and people for just you.
I know I did. And here I am walking away. Letting you go. For that is what makes me joyful and calm. Not questioning my spiritual goals.
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