The way I woke up this morning
First time in a long time I feel like a real person. Finally settling into a a routine of work and life. Not concerned about much these days.
Just holding into myself the joy I feel.
Currently staring out the window to the cornered textures of the building across the way. Certainly not capable of having a sharp image because my glasses remain off. Yet the sun shining and having shadows i's unique.
The sunlight upon blankets folded in my golden wing back chair and across my hot pink office chair. Down to the spray all over my books on the desk. Simple gratitude I have for waking up.
Not feeling anything but what is given in this peaceful moment. No thoughts of people nor of what is part of today.
Just relaxing in the beauty of sunlight and shadows. Once more I hold onto the positive thoughts that come from a fresh morning.
The gumption to do things is held high. Simple, slow bits to be done. Nothing more than what I can give in a day.
I cannot ask for anything else. Yet I can hope for a bit of a surprise. For sure the sun can bring great smiles across many. So for me this morning is supreme.
I can't expect anyone to understand me. Nor do I ask anyone to. I just lay claim on who I am right now. Contentment and joyous.
In paced so much by the last few days no matter the level of pain or mercy I hope for that isn't the outlook. I do not focus on that. I focus on what is capable. What is possible. All other goodness is a bonus.
I can never ask people to like me. I sincerely hope no one hates me yet I cannot control people. Loyalty to me nor to feel free to tell me anything about life. I can only hope.
But even today that isn't something on my mind.
Today I woke in peace. Today I feel real. Today I am just me. Just smiling and grateful for calm after so much turbulence.
This is my reality.
This morning is me resuming the journey of my life. Join if you like but don't stop me and don't stand in my way.
Let me grow.
This is how good my morning was. Redefining and clearer. More soothing calm presses into me.
Surprisingly I cannot stop being giddy and smiling.
This is my morning, my day and hopefully extending into the night.t
Just holding into myself the joy I feel.
Currently staring out the window to the cornered textures of the building across the way. Certainly not capable of having a sharp image because my glasses remain off. Yet the sun shining and having shadows i's unique.
The sunlight upon blankets folded in my golden wing back chair and across my hot pink office chair. Down to the spray all over my books on the desk. Simple gratitude I have for waking up.
Not feeling anything but what is given in this peaceful moment. No thoughts of people nor of what is part of today.
Just relaxing in the beauty of sunlight and shadows. Once more I hold onto the positive thoughts that come from a fresh morning.
The gumption to do things is held high. Simple, slow bits to be done. Nothing more than what I can give in a day.
I cannot ask for anything else. Yet I can hope for a bit of a surprise. For sure the sun can bring great smiles across many. So for me this morning is supreme.
I can't expect anyone to understand me. Nor do I ask anyone to. I just lay claim on who I am right now. Contentment and joyous.
In paced so much by the last few days no matter the level of pain or mercy I hope for that isn't the outlook. I do not focus on that. I focus on what is capable. What is possible. All other goodness is a bonus.
I can never ask people to like me. I sincerely hope no one hates me yet I cannot control people. Loyalty to me nor to feel free to tell me anything about life. I can only hope.
But even today that isn't something on my mind.
Today I woke in peace. Today I feel real. Today I am just me. Just smiling and grateful for calm after so much turbulence.
This is my reality.
This morning is me resuming the journey of my life. Join if you like but don't stop me and don't stand in my way.
Let me grow.
This is how good my morning was. Redefining and clearer. More soothing calm presses into me.
Surprisingly I cannot stop being giddy and smiling.
This is my morning, my day and hopefully extending into the night.t
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