Life's little quirks
Some time life gives us these little quirks that help us keep going. Some people believe it is coincidence but I know the uplifting pushes are from God. I know that.
Those times in a bubble where no harm nor pain finds me, indred I am only thankful to one.
Today searching and looking over my times gone I am completely happy. No need to dip low or keep searching this goal of a pleasing mentality. It's kindness that finds my home.
I bathe in the simple joys of my life. I find no reason to hate nor have a fond distaste of people or events.
Today I widely forget all that has pressured me into being a person I disliked. It is hard to make yourself realize that as a child you would have kicked the adult you are hard in the shins.
Only to realize that who yu are, now, is this journey to finding peace that you had for a few sparks of life in your youth.
Granted my youth was scarred by many events I'd rather leave in the past. Yet they help me build into something stronger. Maybe not in strength of a physical sense but mentally yes.
These boosts in life help us everywhere.
In my growing years I thought God, Allah and the Ancent One heard us everywhere. Gave us the eyes and the breath to keep going into the day. For that I was content in being satisfied with what was given before me. I knew with his help I could grow, I could endure.
Maybe not, did I need to be induced into a group but I did it for one reason. God put me there. I know that.
I can't let all the negativity that followed be the weight in my heart nor lay bricks in my mind. I was there to help just as I should.
Yes I got hurt but God, the Ancient One knew I could prevail. That is why now I am all good. I still have my connection with him. I can't expect anyone to understand that.
Yet I am growing. So today the little quirks I found are the memories, the stories, the tears and the smiles.
I welcome them today because My Father shines brightness upon me. And I am radint today.
I hope for you too, to see I am well. I am growing. And I am leaning ONLY on God, the Ancient One I grew up with, My Father.
Those times in a bubble where no harm nor pain finds me, indred I am only thankful to one.
Today searching and looking over my times gone I am completely happy. No need to dip low or keep searching this goal of a pleasing mentality. It's kindness that finds my home.
I bathe in the simple joys of my life. I find no reason to hate nor have a fond distaste of people or events.
Today I widely forget all that has pressured me into being a person I disliked. It is hard to make yourself realize that as a child you would have kicked the adult you are hard in the shins.
Only to realize that who yu are, now, is this journey to finding peace that you had for a few sparks of life in your youth.
Granted my youth was scarred by many events I'd rather leave in the past. Yet they help me build into something stronger. Maybe not in strength of a physical sense but mentally yes.
These boosts in life help us everywhere.
In my growing years I thought God, Allah and the Ancent One heard us everywhere. Gave us the eyes and the breath to keep going into the day. For that I was content in being satisfied with what was given before me. I knew with his help I could grow, I could endure.
Maybe not, did I need to be induced into a group but I did it for one reason. God put me there. I know that.
I can't let all the negativity that followed be the weight in my heart nor lay bricks in my mind. I was there to help just as I should.
Yes I got hurt but God, the Ancient One knew I could prevail. That is why now I am all good. I still have my connection with him. I can't expect anyone to understand that.
Yet I am growing. So today the little quirks I found are the memories, the stories, the tears and the smiles.
I welcome them today because My Father shines brightness upon me. And I am radint today.
I hope for you too, to see I am well. I am growing. And I am leaning ONLY on God, the Ancient One I grew up with, My Father.
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