Nightmares from today's events

Nightmares.

One right after the other. Attacking my senses to no end. All parts of me are exhausted. 

Stresses explode in my mind. One by one the overwhelming pressures of situations intimidate me.

Almost just to laugh and berate me all over again.

Nothing lasts.

For third time in four hours I awake.  Realizing I need to be shocked so I recall events.

Then asleep again for peaceful night.

I hope.

Not to be destroyed by extreme pain, heartache and reality.  Life has changed again.

Learning and hoping sleep erases.