It could have been over
As I watched my fill of romantic movies tonight I felt nothing but joy that love and depth can actually be felt. I realize that movies are movies and they can pull at heartstrings. Indeed I understand that. Yet they also show variety of situations and cultures that expand a heart and mind to learning.
In these movies and moments I understood where I was standing today. The trials I faced endured and survived seem so trivial. Even in my most weakest of moments, I still found laughter and thanksgiving to Jehovah. If it were not for him the movies viewings would not be passing by.
And as I drop down into the depths of thought I find a bit of hopefulness to accompany goals I have for years to follow. Perhaps not of personal, romantic relationships but that of friendships and workmanships of love. Those are what I look forward to. And if by some means a romance of sorts comes along, I will not back down.
Not because I am deserving but that Jehovah felt I, too, am a compliment to another. That is the privilege I saw in these movies. Yes they are romantic and pull at my emotions. Bringing tenderness further into my private quarters.Truly in those moments I am showing my rawness. And in those tiny bits of raw I am displaying my peace and love, my glow within the spirit.
So, indeed, I am a romantic, a dreamer, a hope believer and realist. Yet above all is that I do trust and I do have faith. Furthermore, I do strive to one day find the right compliment but that is not all I look for. I have plenty of goals.
Though the first is deepening, further, my relationship with Jehovah. Expanding the wisdom given and learn about all his great qualities. Plus be able to adjust by application and research.
See my day could have been over at 2pm. I could have been lost, gone then. Yet there is much left in Jehovah's plans for me. So now I am wide awake twelve hours afterwards trying to pull away from the adrenaline still raging within me.
So one more movie to follow "Crazy Beautiful You" and "Bride for Rent". Then sleep will overcome this settling. And my dreams of ones who encouraged me will be explored behind closed lids. Memories and scenes that play in vivid color before a screen of paleness. Indeed that is the romantic in me.
A joy of my own happiness even when corrections are given. Be grateful that Jehovah, God loves you enough for discipline. And romance, well that is not in sight now. Maybe one day. For now it is a dream. However those friendships and workmanships, speak louder than thunder.
Where are you in my life?
In these movies and moments I understood where I was standing today. The trials I faced endured and survived seem so trivial. Even in my most weakest of moments, I still found laughter and thanksgiving to Jehovah. If it were not for him the movies viewings would not be passing by.
And as I drop down into the depths of thought I find a bit of hopefulness to accompany goals I have for years to follow. Perhaps not of personal, romantic relationships but that of friendships and workmanships of love. Those are what I look forward to. And if by some means a romance of sorts comes along, I will not back down.
Not because I am deserving but that Jehovah felt I, too, am a compliment to another. That is the privilege I saw in these movies. Yes they are romantic and pull at my emotions. Bringing tenderness further into my private quarters.Truly in those moments I am showing my rawness. And in those tiny bits of raw I am displaying my peace and love, my glow within the spirit.
So, indeed, I am a romantic, a dreamer, a hope believer and realist. Yet above all is that I do trust and I do have faith. Furthermore, I do strive to one day find the right compliment but that is not all I look for. I have plenty of goals.
Though the first is deepening, further, my relationship with Jehovah. Expanding the wisdom given and learn about all his great qualities. Plus be able to adjust by application and research.
See my day could have been over at 2pm. I could have been lost, gone then. Yet there is much left in Jehovah's plans for me. So now I am wide awake twelve hours afterwards trying to pull away from the adrenaline still raging within me.
So one more movie to follow "Crazy Beautiful You" and "Bride for Rent". Then sleep will overcome this settling. And my dreams of ones who encouraged me will be explored behind closed lids. Memories and scenes that play in vivid color before a screen of paleness. Indeed that is the romantic in me.
A joy of my own happiness even when corrections are given. Be grateful that Jehovah, God loves you enough for discipline. And romance, well that is not in sight now. Maybe one day. For now it is a dream. However those friendships and workmanships, speak louder than thunder.
Where are you in my life?
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