In this spot

Seated inside my own little world, I am good here. No voices just subtitles to greet me. A Punjabi drama to fade away into.

One more day I get to be here to sift through emotions I don't even understand. A hole that just swallows me.

Not really in a downward spiral but that of empty space. Not permanently just in lingo for now. Maintaining this hazy clarity.

Eating salt and vinegar chips as time passes while my mind decides what is important to excel into.

A tiny glimpse into my heart. Not many can comprehend me. And those who do just destroy any part. It is pure evil that causes this.

And all I can do is watch and let tears fall.

Now.

Yet tomorrow is a new day and life carries on. As I will.

But today I am in this spot.