A change

It weird to wake up from a dream, knowing full well how the ending is supposed to be and yet take steps to change. Altering what the path is.

In that moment of courage breaking the routine, quite an intimidating prospect but just so tired of the constant wasted time left running in the same circle.

That one opportunity to stop the wheel and step outside the what was in line to happen. You see the dream I have had this dream for decades. I know the outcome.

Yet this morning I woke with a new game plan. As much as that alters what happens, I needed to break out of the mold. Be daring to admit what is truth to those who have known me for years.

Quite a difference of calm that settles inside. The peace I hold knowing whatever falls into line after that change, I recognize I will be alright.

You see that is the confidence I lacked before. So here I am sitting up in my chair, ready to tackle the day with a renewed sense of life.

And I must say the change was made me so resilient.

How could I sit back and just continue the cycles? And that is how today changed my life.