A new look
As though anyone really knows me, I sadly say no. There is only a few that do truly know me. And if they want to explore that then do so. Otherwise leave off the balance of thinking you may know pieces of me.
I claim that I really don't know anyone but then I gather the truth of their emotions and classifications. And all that really rings true, in most, is that a circle is formed. All people have this and they don't even realize it. This protection they hold upon themselves.
Some I expect, the blatant oblivious remarks about themselves. I even recognize and stand away from those who display various levels of narcissism. I have my own wall I hold up. And to most who think they know me, I laugh because most don't want to know passed the skin.
Sad how much of my intelligence is missed. And when I leave off the obvious and willingly put myself in harm's way, I accept that disturbing methods might be taken by others. Yet none realize just how wide open I am. I am that true confusion.
Then when I finally explode because the bull that is digging deep inside my spirit, this upsets people. Why? I explained in the beginning this would happen. You didn't believe me, as I expected. Even more so is that I knew when you said, I don't even know you. Just wow.
I helped as I was supposed to. I listened to Jehovah to help you. And I left your life because it was my path. I am only there to help and correct. And as you just blurted out that you are from another country and trivial things don't mean the same. YET you reminded me constantly you were different? HOW?
Nope. Just the same in your own circle. And you may have been born somewhere else but fifteen years in another country is considered a native. Just so you are saying.
As for the bark and the bite. I understood well what you were saying, yet you tried to walk upon me. I was tired of defending myself to you. I didn't need that anymore. See I had to let go gradually.
Then I finally broke away. Sure you think you had the last word, sadly I don't care. But I must just admit the only thing I do care about is that I was Jehovah's utensil. I am grateful to that.
As for you, lean into those who you need to. Glad I was once again a stepping stone to someone. Now buried in my past. The closing of a year for sure. One more long chapter finalized.
DD thank you for the end of this year. Grateful to erase you from me.
Thank you Jehovah for the lessons away. Thank you Jehovah for the eraser.
I can't expect anyone else to understand but I am finally free from all that can tie me. Now it's time to find the roots in my spirit that will soar above. One hope is to find my faith so much stronger.
Good bye to this year.
I claim that I really don't know anyone but then I gather the truth of their emotions and classifications. And all that really rings true, in most, is that a circle is formed. All people have this and they don't even realize it. This protection they hold upon themselves.
Some I expect, the blatant oblivious remarks about themselves. I even recognize and stand away from those who display various levels of narcissism. I have my own wall I hold up. And to most who think they know me, I laugh because most don't want to know passed the skin.
Sad how much of my intelligence is missed. And when I leave off the obvious and willingly put myself in harm's way, I accept that disturbing methods might be taken by others. Yet none realize just how wide open I am. I am that true confusion.
Then when I finally explode because the bull that is digging deep inside my spirit, this upsets people. Why? I explained in the beginning this would happen. You didn't believe me, as I expected. Even more so is that I knew when you said, I don't even know you. Just wow.
I helped as I was supposed to. I listened to Jehovah to help you. And I left your life because it was my path. I am only there to help and correct. And as you just blurted out that you are from another country and trivial things don't mean the same. YET you reminded me constantly you were different? HOW?
Nope. Just the same in your own circle. And you may have been born somewhere else but fifteen years in another country is considered a native. Just so you are saying.
As for the bark and the bite. I understood well what you were saying, yet you tried to walk upon me. I was tired of defending myself to you. I didn't need that anymore. See I had to let go gradually.
Then I finally broke away. Sure you think you had the last word, sadly I don't care. But I must just admit the only thing I do care about is that I was Jehovah's utensil. I am grateful to that.
As for you, lean into those who you need to. Glad I was once again a stepping stone to someone. Now buried in my past. The closing of a year for sure. One more long chapter finalized.
DD thank you for the end of this year. Grateful to erase you from me.
Thank you Jehovah for the lessons away. Thank you Jehovah for the eraser.
I can't expect anyone else to understand but I am finally free from all that can tie me. Now it's time to find the roots in my spirit that will soar above. One hope is to find my faith so much stronger.
Good bye to this year.
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