A little conversation

Sometimes I just want to talk like we used to but I have done something gravely wrong and I can't get that back. It hurts but I have to learn.

It just kills me inside but I suppose that is the way it has to be. All the distances, all the cries don't matter. All I can do is just walk away.

Hurting myself but learning. Once we were friends, once more but I damaged. I can't go back.

All I have to do now is just look ahead. Focus that I just won't get conversation like I used to have. Rebuild a confidence and pray I get no attention from it.

To fall again will destroy me.

So conversation is gone. Deleted and I stand tall but with shaking legs. Tears rolling down my eyes.

I cannot believe how much change has come. Wow. All because I showed too much of me

I am sorry. I say on deaf ears.