Out in cold

To lose yourself in a whirlwind of events, just how can that be possible? Did you stray in your thoughts? Did your mind lapse in the memory of time?

Dear me stand still. Stand so very still as the body shakes from a wreck. So close are the whispers of sanity and lost. So clear are the empty tears now.

Drowning inside the words you never hear. Well displayed but no character to hear.  My words mean nothing to you. Just the sweetness to the air. Oh how disappointed I am of the way matters are handled and yet I had no right to stand up for anything.

Ah indeed just a simple whimper as the night passes into day. Yes I find the need to talk and still I know you don't listen.  Just cruel but it doesn't matter. It is my endurance I cling to.

One day at a time. The tears dry up and the day falls into night right before my eyes. Then a new day. So fast. So clear. I empty all that I am and find who I should be.

Praying for no hurt as the time grows stronger. Then once more the empty become filled and you cease to weigh inside my mind.

Much hope. One day you will hear me. Just as I shut you out.