The backbone seen is Jehovah

              Poised. Prim. Regal. Indeed I walked straight
because I asked, in prayer, for Jehovah to be my
backbone. Supporting me when I know, I am sure that
I will fall. Ah the night's roll call came, went and I was
reviewed as calm and confident.

              Indeed Jehovah held me tightly. His arms, hands
held me so gently, so comforting in my greatest of
needy times. So surprised that radiance was found.
So much hope in my Father, Jehovah's love.

              Dancing in grace, patience and love I helped
all that I could. Indeed I showed flashes of
blushing color to promote smiles upon enduring
spirits. So grand is the spiritual food given. Even more
so is the right encouragement just in the nick of
time. So perfect is Jehovah's love for all his
children.

            Oh yes it was seen travelling throughout the
Kingdom Hall last night. Voices carried sincerity,
concern and genuine love. Though I am a bit scared,
weary if I may say that some may just be a show. Then
once more my prayers are specifically thrown upon my
Father, Jehovah as the day proceeds and I gain
strength in my steps.

            So much presses knots inside my throat but I
cannot allow negativity to eat away at me. I was
curious to the point of greedy starvation for the
warmth of people but now I understand at great
heights Jehovah must be who I lean on. So much I left
behind to be his daughter. So much that weighs and
hurts like stabbing daggers. Still I am lifting my
head. Standing the grounds of finding where I belong.
May, though, never be in company of some but I am
grateful to be seen.

              So carefully I have laid my goals, planning for
amazing things. Day by day I have pressed, pulled
myself to thin lines yet so clearly I am still here. So
this must be a confirming resolution that I am willingly
following the truth, Jehovah.

             Ah as much as my mind gathers the trembling
thoughts, Jehovah pulls tighter the assurance telling
me I am going to be just fine. Indeed such a silent
declaration is thunderous. To place the warmth of
Jehovah's attributes all around me I am able to be
seen as regal, poised, confident and radiant. Yet I
do not take any credit for these descriptive adjectives.
Jehovah is worthy of praise right down to the simplest
of actions.

           Indeed I appeared to many as happy, joyous
and beautiful for that they must see my backbone, my
strength ~ only the one truth I do know ~ Jehovah,
my Father.