Motivational talk of prayer from daughter to her Father

      Such an ease over the turbulence. Soft echoes enter into
my ears. Holding onto the big dreams and the quirky smiles.
Silly perhaps but an extra bounce for the day is a necessity.

     Hmm the cooling of dried paleness. Crisp is the artificial
breeze. Oh how much cocoa butter cannot absorb the layers.
Shh I whisper. Listening to the grand scale of quivering
silence. Here I lay staring at the ceiling hoping motivation
is found somewhere in my mind.

     So kind are the reminders of Jehovah. Showing me that
love is needed everywhere. Emotions are allowed and crying
helps heal. I had not begun to understand the complexity of
a single bawling fest, how relaxing the soul down to the spirit
could become.

    Still now after a temporary setback of imperfections
and assumptions of others I call upon my Father, Jehovah
to help me to continue to love them. The silliness of those
who clump me into a group, saddens me a bit still. Oh
the sarcasm that opens. I strive my hardest to be, to do
as my Father, Jehovah asks me to be. One day the eyes
will be unveiled and how will they have felt when a
realization was hurtful.

    Ah yes so much I must forgive. Pressing my emotions
to a choking point down my throat. Jehovah knows how
much I can endure. Yes therein lies the truth of loving even
those who persecute even when they are family.

    Still I am strong and weak with Jehovah helping me
through the tiniest of steps to the majestic mountains. Ah
I am ever grateful Jehovah has given me this strength, this
courage and this joy for I know I lean upon Jehovah for all
those things I cannot begin to understand.

    So here I prepare for a day. Praying that whatever
attempts to gnaw on me I will prevail. So my dear friend
I hope that, you too, pray for help. Invite Jehovah to give
the strength, the courage and the joy.

    I can pray, I can hope that because a status change
isn't the reason why strangers become friends. So for that
I know Jehovah will show me who shall be my lifelong friends,
family.

    I look forward to the years. How about you my dear
friend? Do you look forward to new found family and
old regaining their sight of Jehovah once more?