Happiness

Loudly are the words screaming in my head. Aching for
a release and still nothing seems to flow out of my
fingers.

How moments disappear over the decade. How life
soaks, absorbs all the stories told. Mysteries that
quake at a turn. Tune in for the latest, greatest
yesterday.

Haha I laugh. Sly, distant noises that rumble out of
me. How they say not what I am really trying to say
and yet they mean all that can be said, much much more.

A snide remark rips throughout the soul and tempers
rise to extreme. Still here I stand with a calming,
soothing mode. Jehovah gave me understanding of
the differences and imperfections of others. Showed
me how I can turn away but still be somewhat sane
in the insanity of the world today.

Time quivers right now. I see the light that was shining
through. Still I just never looked up, saw the answer
in the prayers to Jehovah.

Careful of the little words, whispers that ransack
my mind. Slowly I trickle out meanings, the
overwhelming need to shake away the emotions.

How does one step away from the sights? To just
walk away, choose to run away from all that was
yesterday? Who they were? Repentance is hard
but still is necessary for the road of recovery. Just
look to Jehovah's words inside the Bible. He helps,
guides with softness, patience and mercy for he wants
all of his children. Yes you and I. (2Peter 3:9 NWT)

Why not just ask, petition, beg yet still be thankful
to our Creator, Jehovah? (Philippians 4:6 NWT)
Jehovah hears. (Psalm 65:2 NWT) So why not allow
him to listen? Remember he knows us all from dust
to bones, flesh.

Oh how wonderful all the words are. So soothing
and encouraging. Happy I am because of the truth
I seek. Knowing that I need spiritual guidance, food
to make all things bearable.  I know I need Jehovah.
First, last one I think of throughout the day. My best
friend, confident. Oh how I am grateful for the words
to flow. How all worries cease and my eyes glow
from radiant sky blue to deep charcoal gray. So
calm that words, people no longer bother me
because Jehovah is my rock! (Psalm 18:2 NWT)

Would you not enjoy knowing happiness is
attainable and that you could have a strong
foundation to lean on in troubling times? (Proverbs 5:
5,6 NWT)

Ah just close your eyes, feel your spirit soar with
all the love shown. (Matthew 5:43,44 NWT) Courage
and strength plows the weeds and opens the earth,
soul, mind to all that is available. Best protection and
everlasting life.

All you have to do is choose.

Happiness is attainable. (Matthew 5:3-11 NWT)