Unfolded
Writing is my heart. My life pours out into these lines. These lengthy explanations are bits of my layers unfolding. The worlds I want to break free off. Simply believe the grandness of simple emptiness.
I cannot express the emotion any more than allow you a glimpse of the wrenching, the tears pouring down from my face. That split of me curving to make just one more level of complexity.
Oh how I want to open up. Sending chills throughout everyone's soul and, yet, I only hope to reach just one. Perhaps the treasure is too great of a feature that only the sun deserves the lights.
And just how grand is that? The depth of my emotion could be split or even spilled upon grains of
sand and still not touch an ounce of light.
Not to say my heart is all gravy. Darkness does not coat me. I see variants of gray spread so evenly and
so fine only al glimmer of light seeks my spirit.
This is how I am. Torn but far from broken. Not even empty but almost tethering distinction. Clearly a staged magnitude of despair yet I don't even lean that way. I seek the tiny pieces of glitter, the sunlight flickering off rocks or grains of sand. That is my perspective.
And if that makes me unrealistic in all that should be destroying me - by all means thrust me to the slayer. But if you understand the perks of being hopeful, of being optimistic weigh yourself and your heart against the captor of your mind.
Listen. Just breathe and listen.
One tiny hope is all I need. An opportunity of pursuing a better judgment of life. Sure in most of my thoughts I conclude the outcome, whether good or bad, I acknowledge my heartstrings too. Recognizing just how often I do lead my life that way.
Soft but sturdy I understand the depth of which my heart plays in my actions in life. In as much I am clear on just how I will continue. Please, go knowing that my heart led me on a search and soon I will rejoin that search. Finding my place where I will be.
Yet today, I unfolded my bible. Unfolded my curiosity. Unfolded my search. I am shaking off the dust and leaning into my heart search. Ending that find with where my mind reaches towards my spirit. Gaining a new perspective of who I am becoming.
I cannot express the emotion any more than allow you a glimpse of the wrenching, the tears pouring down from my face. That split of me curving to make just one more level of complexity.
Oh how I want to open up. Sending chills throughout everyone's soul and, yet, I only hope to reach just one. Perhaps the treasure is too great of a feature that only the sun deserves the lights.
And just how grand is that? The depth of my emotion could be split or even spilled upon grains of
sand and still not touch an ounce of light.
Not to say my heart is all gravy. Darkness does not coat me. I see variants of gray spread so evenly and
so fine only al glimmer of light seeks my spirit.
This is how I am. Torn but far from broken. Not even empty but almost tethering distinction. Clearly a staged magnitude of despair yet I don't even lean that way. I seek the tiny pieces of glitter, the sunlight flickering off rocks or grains of sand. That is my perspective.
And if that makes me unrealistic in all that should be destroying me - by all means thrust me to the slayer. But if you understand the perks of being hopeful, of being optimistic weigh yourself and your heart against the captor of your mind.
Listen. Just breathe and listen.
One tiny hope is all I need. An opportunity of pursuing a better judgment of life. Sure in most of my thoughts I conclude the outcome, whether good or bad, I acknowledge my heartstrings too. Recognizing just how often I do lead my life that way.
Soft but sturdy I understand the depth of which my heart plays in my actions in life. In as much I am clear on just how I will continue. Please, go knowing that my heart led me on a search and soon I will rejoin that search. Finding my place where I will be.
Yet today, I unfolded my bible. Unfolded my curiosity. Unfolded my search. I am shaking off the dust and leaning into my heart search. Ending that find with where my mind reaches towards my spirit. Gaining a new perspective of who I am becoming.
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