Choice
If you ever loved one person as though the every inhale of air you breathed were the last, you can understand a mind of me. And yet when the heart exhales the lessons learned. The motions to go forward carry you to where I stand, I hope you can move.
Just one step.
As you should find yourself at an unease sort the thoughts ravishing in your head. Dissolve the ache within your very bones and pick up what is left of your spirit. Digging deep for that overwhelming fear of loving too much and soar with it.
Remind yourself of just how wonderful you are. Sigh and move your feet forward. I hope, you, just like me are able to pick up your broken pieces and find a calm within. Knowing that whatever you do, all will be well.
And as the ache within disperses you begin to see that light. I cannot expect all will join me in the positive as I know love can be very deep. You can chose to let the depth swallow you or you can lean forward and learn of yourself. Changing so that standards can be raised.
Not a wall. Just a level that cannot be broken again. In these times so many of us are broken. Yet in the least of ways we are whole. Rather of choice to look ahead most drag behind. Oh no I do not mock those who lives have been tossed but I do recognize the truth of life, choice.
And when you are tethering on living or breathing you choose neither. Oh I have been there. I truly have sought to lay in pity of myself for months. Only to realize the person I hurt the worst, is myself. For those who are lost, gone are not seeing my turmoil. Nor do they care.
In the long run, we all have our own way of healing but let me remind you of choice. It is not about right or wrong but of light and darkness. See in the worlds we thrive in, the lines of right and wrong are so crossed and gray that the reality of all plays where light and darkness tether.
So my quest is that of choices I make. Turns that help guide me on the paths I must travel. And in the midst of despair I choose light. Through aches of trials I chose I lean into the understanding that I may never quite grasp but I do know that I can bear it.
That is how I breathe. That is how I live. That is how I thrive. And when I ache for a love that I cannot have, I know I can bear it.
Indeed that is how I know I must choose light, seeing that a life can be build in holding a name to my heart, forever. Yet prevailing in silence. And as my tears fall I choose this, happiness.
For joy can be had in sadness. Triumph in waves through one positive thought. A prayer.
And when you feel, thoroughly, a calm you will know. That your choice of light has overturned the disaster of the heart. Your. mind will have made peace and life will grant you happiness.
And in tiny slivers of time you will only recall good and laughter alongside the lessons you chose to have. That will help you carry forward after an ache as deep as the abyss.
And you will prevail.
Just one step.
As you should find yourself at an unease sort the thoughts ravishing in your head. Dissolve the ache within your very bones and pick up what is left of your spirit. Digging deep for that overwhelming fear of loving too much and soar with it.
Remind yourself of just how wonderful you are. Sigh and move your feet forward. I hope, you, just like me are able to pick up your broken pieces and find a calm within. Knowing that whatever you do, all will be well.
And as the ache within disperses you begin to see that light. I cannot expect all will join me in the positive as I know love can be very deep. You can chose to let the depth swallow you or you can lean forward and learn of yourself. Changing so that standards can be raised.
Not a wall. Just a level that cannot be broken again. In these times so many of us are broken. Yet in the least of ways we are whole. Rather of choice to look ahead most drag behind. Oh no I do not mock those who lives have been tossed but I do recognize the truth of life, choice.
And when you are tethering on living or breathing you choose neither. Oh I have been there. I truly have sought to lay in pity of myself for months. Only to realize the person I hurt the worst, is myself. For those who are lost, gone are not seeing my turmoil. Nor do they care.
In the long run, we all have our own way of healing but let me remind you of choice. It is not about right or wrong but of light and darkness. See in the worlds we thrive in, the lines of right and wrong are so crossed and gray that the reality of all plays where light and darkness tether.
So my quest is that of choices I make. Turns that help guide me on the paths I must travel. And in the midst of despair I choose light. Through aches of trials I chose I lean into the understanding that I may never quite grasp but I do know that I can bear it.
That is how I breathe. That is how I live. That is how I thrive. And when I ache for a love that I cannot have, I know I can bear it.
Indeed that is how I know I must choose light, seeing that a life can be build in holding a name to my heart, forever. Yet prevailing in silence. And as my tears fall I choose this, happiness.
For joy can be had in sadness. Triumph in waves through one positive thought. A prayer.
And when you feel, thoroughly, a calm you will know. That your choice of light has overturned the disaster of the heart. Your. mind will have made peace and life will grant you happiness.
And in tiny slivers of time you will only recall good and laughter alongside the lessons you chose to have. That will help you carry forward after an ache as deep as the abyss.
And you will prevail.
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