Finally seeing my real me answered

I lay here as the wind pushes air against my worn face. The breeze of tonight's calming just absorbs into my mind. Sending me down into a silent wave of memories.

Soft sighs escape my lips and tickle my sunbleached red strands. The trees whisper to each other as the cicada mimic a song in the humidity.

A peaceful moment. Just laying here as the black moth glides across the water. A laughing dance with the dragonfly. A simple moment where I am in awe of the beauty before me.

A sense of complete happiness is waving inside of me. The smirk that plays across my pale rose lips. A sign of gentle kindness inside my mind.

Oh how I just want to invite those who stray in my thoughts to join me here. Just for a small tangent of words. Silly I must admit but I do so pray for a second of their thoughts.

Purely a joy I am feeling. Such wonder. Such bliss. No need to rush anywhere. No need to feel there are unnecessary lines to say. Just relaxation.

Here laying on a pink towel with larger than usual gerbera daisies printed on it. Just soaking up the sun when found behind those cooling clouds. A soft reminder I am loved.

Oh how I hope. I dream and I soar. Yes a sort of freedom but contentment too. A soft smile graces the taunt almond shaped slate eyes. A giggle rippling in my lungs. The slight chuckle that exits me.

Yes I am finally me. A moment where I have craved to be for a very long time. Finally the prayer is here, answered and I am rejoicing. Giving my thanks to Jehovah.

Oh my dearest friend I am finally feeling real again.