I won't know, will I
Can I say I deserve whatever I get. Silence.
The worst of it all is the honesty but the pain involved. Trying to pick up pieces afterwards chokes but makes me stronger.
The daring of coming out of my shell. Yet did I really? More like the bite was worse than the bark.
Apparently I have lost the one thing I wanted. On top of it all I did all the actions myself. I laugh at my stupidity.
Clearly I can't take my truth back. Once just once I should have stayed quiet. Still would it have mattered?
So many lessons learned in past few week. I have to be thankful. I have to be grateful. Yet the bite hurts bad.
Still I stand up. I don't deserve a hello much less any words. But I hope.
Indeed I cling to the hope that damage wasn't burning a bridge. I won't know. I have to exercise the quality patience. More learning I have to come.
I won't know. Which saddens me but I must be patient. Wait. Hope. Dream.
The worst of it all is the honesty but the pain involved. Trying to pick up pieces afterwards chokes but makes me stronger.
The daring of coming out of my shell. Yet did I really? More like the bite was worse than the bark.
Apparently I have lost the one thing I wanted. On top of it all I did all the actions myself. I laugh at my stupidity.
Clearly I can't take my truth back. Once just once I should have stayed quiet. Still would it have mattered?
So many lessons learned in past few week. I have to be thankful. I have to be grateful. Yet the bite hurts bad.
Still I stand up. I don't deserve a hello much less any words. But I hope.
Indeed I cling to the hope that damage wasn't burning a bridge. I won't know. I have to exercise the quality patience. More learning I have to come.
I won't know. Which saddens me but I must be patient. Wait. Hope. Dream.
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