Negativity of heart strings, it can destroy friendships

Sometimes we realize we improve ourselves and say things that hurt us and others. Indeed my emotions hurt something fierce on the last post.

I should have never listened to all the negativity nor implored my mind to listen to the strings pulled in my heart. Truly the Bible says the heart is most treacherous. Sometimes we find that the heart plays war with our minds. It is sad as who we are, imperfect, we continue to listen to what can harm us.

To think I was on the verge of destroying a grandly build friendship. Truly remarkable how Satan finds your weakest points and ENCOURAGES you to take action against all that Jehovah helped you build.

Damaging as though a deadly tornado and typhoon combined. I almost listened entirely. Drawing doubt upon a good friend. Shutting out my mind all together just to weaken myself more.

Indeed it would have been great success in Satan's book but in turn I would have lost my stance in trusting and loving as I am supposed to do.

So much of me can be lost. So thankful of the tears, the intense anguish and the strength to overcome. Otherwise my friend would have been shelved and shipped out of my life.

I am grateful to recall we are all imperfect. That I must love my neighbor as I do myself. That above all I must love the brothers and sisters I worked so hard to earn.

Yeah friend I almost listened and called you names. Speaking negative as those the personal tremors bashed me into a wall. Surely I would hope I am not too much of a brat.

Still I won't know because you don't read my work.

Alas I must just remember sometime routine is good and reality of life is scary. To be hidden but open is okay but honesty is greater than all of that.

Indeed I wait for some words to cross my path. One day maybe.