The awakening message

       They say when you hear profound
life changing news you should be in
trauma but me I am just wondering
how to help my friends, my family.

      No concern over me. Perhaps that
is the heart Jehovah read. Perhaps that
is why I still stand tall when all I want
to do is crash.

    One day at a time. Breathe.

    All I can hope for is not to fall.
Stumbling I can do but keep going,
keep being support for others. I will
do as much as I can.

   A soft smile echoes in my heart, dances
throughout my spirit. Clinging to the
promise of everlasting life. 

   Calm I must be.  Throwing all my
frustrations upon Jehovah.  Showing
I will persist and be in motion until
I can no longer.

   Ah I breathe. I laugh and I still hope.
For that I am confident in my faith.
Even more so that I have great energy
even in those weak moments. A kind
hello in a world of uncertainty.

   One by one the clarity unfolds and
the tears fall in silence. Surely I soar.
Finding the space I need to keep
twinkle in my eyes.

   So here I breathe. Exhaling the
long day's sigh. Endlessly, still,
hoping the grandest moment of
wonder.

   Much love surrounds and continue.