New day of adventure

       A new day. A clearer thought. An open breath.
A solid step with less emotional meltdown.

        Freshness in the hope of this day. As many times
as the coldness seeped past the down comforter, I still
reached out to hit snooze.

        Not yet ready to accept the dream to end. So
badly I just wanted to stay inside that misunderstood
smile.

        Yet here is the clarity of how I must admit
yesterday was indeed a horrible day where I could
not talk to anyone. No one to listen to my array of
tears.

          Just allowing the hurt, the snags to sit eating me
inside can grow nasty. I only hope somewhere, someone
may just ask me how I really am. Just to pour all
the weight out would be nice.

        Still a new day, I am to look forward to seeing,
being a part of. The hope of soundless airways and
tons of loving, sincerity echoing all around me.

       Alas a kindness in a swollen, red face of tiny
sparkles. Little dots that mean the most. Just inside
a smile.

      Ah ha. So here the new day has begun. My eyes
become more focused as the coldness inside the room
echoes and chills the paleness. Alerting the senses
to move quicker.

      Indeed my friend I tried to stay sane when my
emotions were on fire. That takes a toll on the paleness,
hurts the spirit and damages the conscience. So hard
I wanted to say something yet my tongue kept asking
for a biting.

      So here I am prepared to do a send off. Hoping a
journey is adventurous for all involved and those on
the outside only gain even more joy from the
show.

      My friend, my dearest listener I must apologize
for an shortness I bestowed upon you. For you must
understand I don't like to give way to tears, much less
allow you to hear anger and desperate attempts of
sanity.

      If you are willing please say you accept my faults,
the endearing imperfections. I can hope you answer
quickly but so much is placed upon your mind today.
So I hope sometime in the next few days you come across
this and answer.

     Until I take the patience that was shown. To you,
have that excellent adventure.