A bit of reading
All it takes is one pursuit to become an attainable goal. Then as the day soars through the night grasps at the possibilities. Indeed a bit of earth is reachable. A small opportunity opened itself to be seen.
I have not posted my words for several days, weeks only for the sheer thought that they meant nothing while I explored the life I am in now.
And as I sit here wide awake, about to adventure into a new set of steps I am grateful for the excitement that can only enhance the joy I have. Even the slightest of overwhelming rattle I hold here.
In this time I find great comfort in reading the bible. I have found grand prophesies told in Daniel and read as David and Jeremiah and Jonah leap from the pages. And as I slow down back into my favorite books of Malachi, Esther and Job I see this wonderful friend I have reacquainted into my life.
See I have come to learn so much from Jehovah. So much that every step I go there is a constant battle for me to stay at his table. But did you know I would fight hard to be there.
As I spoke to a friend yesterday I was explaining that there will come a time when even the battle is the very cloth that lays across my skin, to cover me will be a battle. And as I must, I will walk in nudity to Jehovah's table.
That is what I have come to learn. NOTHING, no one stands in my way of being with Jehovah. Yes I recognize my weaknesses but I also note that they are strengths too. Only for the factor of being able to work on them. That is why when you stop learning, having wisdom, I request, to be laid to sleep.
I am always in search. It is how I quench my thirst.
So as I sit here in the waking hours of three thirty I am just glad I could say my words once more.
Leaning into the enduring pain, I still grin in the joy that I am still fighting. It is possible to attain goals but being reasonable about my weaknesses is the greatest achievement, for now.
I only hope that I am different with as much as I have put away. One can only hope. That is my goal today. Being grateful for one more opportunity to be thankful.
How about you?
I have not posted my words for several days, weeks only for the sheer thought that they meant nothing while I explored the life I am in now.
And as I sit here wide awake, about to adventure into a new set of steps I am grateful for the excitement that can only enhance the joy I have. Even the slightest of overwhelming rattle I hold here.
In this time I find great comfort in reading the bible. I have found grand prophesies told in Daniel and read as David and Jeremiah and Jonah leap from the pages. And as I slow down back into my favorite books of Malachi, Esther and Job I see this wonderful friend I have reacquainted into my life.
See I have come to learn so much from Jehovah. So much that every step I go there is a constant battle for me to stay at his table. But did you know I would fight hard to be there.
As I spoke to a friend yesterday I was explaining that there will come a time when even the battle is the very cloth that lays across my skin, to cover me will be a battle. And as I must, I will walk in nudity to Jehovah's table.
That is what I have come to learn. NOTHING, no one stands in my way of being with Jehovah. Yes I recognize my weaknesses but I also note that they are strengths too. Only for the factor of being able to work on them. That is why when you stop learning, having wisdom, I request, to be laid to sleep.
I am always in search. It is how I quench my thirst.
So as I sit here in the waking hours of three thirty I am just glad I could say my words once more.
Leaning into the enduring pain, I still grin in the joy that I am still fighting. It is possible to attain goals but being reasonable about my weaknesses is the greatest achievement, for now.
I only hope that I am different with as much as I have put away. One can only hope. That is my goal today. Being grateful for one more opportunity to be thankful.
How about you?
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